A Struggle in Reality
Organized by: Mario Ogletree
Have you ever woke up one day and reflected on the why, how and what if situations in your personal life? I have and because of that i discovered my self-motivation and was driven to find what the top is and what can i call my personal success story. Always feeling like I was on track temporarily. I was able to make some great advances that was immediately followed by some major set back that was a reality check of some sort. Usually I can bounce back into action like a Bandai power Ranger and make it through but unfortunately this time around its the hardest it's ever been. I'm feeling pretty defeated as I struggle with trusting individuals to where relationships are broken. From losing my mother to breast cancer before my first ever graduation in elementary school, to never meeting my father to where my sister was benefiting from a check I never knew existed ever and was working two jobs in high school to do the things she wanted me to do and learn the lessons she felt I needed to learn while her kids were treated differently. Even now feeling like my stresses and over thinking are moving at a pace outside of reality and are effecting the little relationships that i have now. All of these examples of relationships that are broken and difficult to mend. My current struggle is doing the best I can as I live on my own and one snowball momentum affect after another has me going further and further in another direction, tickets, late fees, I'm unable to make it to work to pay off fees because the transportation of a car I can't drive I have to pay for to make it to the job. I am unable to put money to the side and sometimes can not eat. I considered my self very pridefull but I am at a point where I have to ask for help or this will truly defeat my tough spirit. If I can pay my bills and get my vehicle back on the road will get me back going and can return the favor to another young individual. Thanks for your attention!