I met Luybov few weeks ago and was chocked by her story. She just was walking through the street and just fell down from weakness. I helped her to stand up, called emergency...till that case we became friends. Im like second mother for her. And this girl really needs help. Shes so strong and badass in her soul, you just cant imagine. Cant let her die. Thats how she told me about herself My name is Luybov, Im 23 years old, Russia. Last year my life turned into hell. After my parents divorced year and a half ago, father left us - me, Mom and younger sister Mom felt very bad, she was placed to hospital, having clinial depression. She has few suicide attempts. Of course, she left her work. My sister is student, she cant work, so I had to pay for hospital, for life, for my and sister studying myself. I was looking - and still looking for any job. Working in cleaning agency, as a waitress, making another small job like helping people to pass exams in our city University I was making some money for us. But Ive lost my health working so much. First I started to loose my weight - from 55 to 45, then 35kilos...final line was 32 kg. Doctors said, endokrines system was ruined. My Mom was like killed twice: when she started to feel better, emergency took me to hospital with weight 32 and blood pressure 40/0. Now Im in hospital, my Mom just found new job. I feel a little bit better, but still weak. I was very cheerful and friendly person. has many friends, but they all left me of this hardness. All they left behind themselves - ugly gossips of me taking drugs (I never did in my life). I still need long recovery after illness – about half a year. Too weak to work. My only wish is full recovery, After that I will find good new job, finish studying, and...hope God will let me having kids, cause now my ability to have kids is about 5%. I didnt want to be thin, anorexia started from endikrines problem, and it ruined my ovaries too. Im tired. I feel so tired…Just cant cry anymore. Sometimes I want to die. Most time. But I know my family needs me and I have no right to leave em alone. . People must live. Everybody desrve happiness.
So I want to place her to clinic for intensive care, she needs about half a year to recover. And its very expensive for me - 20000, need you to help me partly.
She is amazingly beautiful. Want her to live.