Hanna Gáll wrote -
I've had a desire on my heart to go to Baltimore for 2years now, and I felt like it was Gods timing for me to go now. I registered for GGCA back in March, and got accepted:). I was praying that I would only get accepted if it was Gods plan for me to be there, and when I got the news I was stoked! After a while a bunch of doubts and fears came up in me, so I decided not to go for a while, because the idea of not knowing what would happen to me after 2 years of Bible college scared me. So I asked God to answer all these questions and doubts in my heart right before camp life, and in camp almost all the messages spoke to me. P.Loves messeges urged me not to live for myself but God; one messege in particular blessed me where he said life is a test, a trust, and a temporary assignment. Then another messege was about us living selfless lives since God was SO selfless that he was willing to die for us...etc (sorry I know this is super long) Basically I decided that I only wanted God to have influence over what I decide to do with my life, so for the next 2 days I kinda just wondered off to have alone time with God, and I had a devotional where I just prayed and told God that if he wanted me to go to Baltimore, then I was willing to throw my plan away and go, he just had to start oppening doors. Since then nearly everyday he keeps reasuring me that this is what He has planned for me:) He started opening doors immediately, and making it happen. James 4:13-15 "Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a city, spend a year there, buy and sell, and make profit, whereas you do not know what will happen tomorrow. (This is the best part)->For what is your life? Is it even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away. Instead you shall say if the Lord wills, we shall live and do this and that."