I told my children I would be able to visit the family for especially since they helped pay for a new tire. Unfortunately I'm running into a lot of problems with bills and right now I literally have less than zero dollars. I don't even have the money to pay all of my bills for this month. I love my children and just can't ask them for more money. I just don't know where else to turn. I don't even necessarily want to go down there for me, but my children want to see me for Christmas. They don't want anything else. Any amount of money you can give would be amazing. I'm not even really sure how much I would need, I just figured $500 should be enough to pay my bills, and be able to drive to see them. Thanks everyone.