Organized by: Chris Arnett
This is so hard for me to deal with all the mounting medical bills and a kidney transplant I so in need of my right kidney has shrank in size and has since shut down completely. I never thought in my entire life that I would be faced with something like this , I'm constant in and out of the hospital I feel so alone at time don't now what to do. I pray that I live and at the same time I'm scared. I lost my mom to an illness and my therapy dog in the same year only a few months a part from each other. life sure knows how to throw curve balls at you.. I have trouble walking long distance and standing, I get so tired, at time I feel helpless cause I had to eave my job and I don't get any help from family they are far away and are in their own world. it's so hard for me to deal with this and all the different medicine I have to take each day. I ask myself what's going to happen to me and I have no answer to that, I have a tube coming out of my left back area and tubes inside me. I keep getting infections and having to be in the hospital, I nearly died twice. I don't think that I will be so lucky next time. cause I'm not getting ant better I don't know if the transplant will help only god knows that answer. Will someone please help me I don't know what else to do, God Bless. Thanks. Chris .