Matthews top surgery
Organized by: Faith Rutherford
Hello, My birth name is faith but if you asked me id say Matthew. Ive thought about doing this forever but never have cuase i figure no one will donate and its a high amount of money i know, but its 6000$ for the surgery and its in miami Florida so i have to have money to fly there and back and to be able to stay there for a week... i never actully thought id do this but the pain is getting worse, physically and mentally and i cant take it anymore, i never thought id tell anyone how i actually feel every day and im sorry its kinda deep. But here we go, try Having your soul stuck in a body that doesn't feel like yours it's the worst pain I've ever had to deal with. I go through physical pain every day so i can look closer to who i am. And sometimes it doesn't work... I've thought about ending my life so many times... Just in hopes that when I'm born again I'll be in the right body. But I don't because I'd have to say good bye to every one I love. I hate looking in mirrors because it's a constant reminder... It's so hard.. to wake up every day and not be me. And i think about how diffrent and great life would be if I was me, but it takes steps and here is my first one... so please if you can donate anything will help. Please help me be me and help my dream come true..