I am Lithuanian 36 years gay male who been working for agencies since 2012 in UK and time to time unlucky to pay rent because of not enough work provided of my qualification, "poor " English, even I can speak, write, read. To sort it out I am going to improve my academic level and going to start educational course from September 2016 (Government support for EU students). At the moment I am in depts about 3000 usd, for paying my bills, food, and stuff. I am not drinker, drug user, fighter or trouble maker, or even any kind of psychopath. I am very likely use gym (5 to 6 days a week) even struggling with food. Sport keeps me a live and gives me motivation to look forward. I am a bit of writer, and express my sadness and pain in to "paper" because have no one with who could share my thoughts. Since 2015 to 2016 I made big improvements and from 110 kg get to 80 kg. I am single and alone in this world, nobody actually helping me, or sometimes opposite, found many people who upset with immigrants, with their hard work and ability to survive, keep calm, or "fight" for chance to be under the sun. I had mother who lives in another country (Ukraine), at moment she is 65 years old and get pension of 135 EUR a month. Father who never been close to me died last year in Lithuania as a homeless person with out any information of death date. Sister has mental issues who tried suited for couple times but survived after hospital treatment. ( Same social problems). Landlord is going to give me a notice to leave the rent room in about two weeks. I am actively searching for better permanent job- in last 3 weeks I applied for 30+ jobs and got two interviews (unfortunately there is more to invest but not earn). Any help is welcome to support me with help till September.