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OH BEWARE YE DIVINELY FEARLESS SURVIVOR,YOU ARE YOUR BROTHER'S KEEPER!TIME TO RELEASE SOME WOLVES!:)

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YES!BEWARE YE DIVINELY FEARLESS SURVIVORS,YOU ARE YOUR BROTHER'S KEEPER!YOU AND I!!!THE WILD IS CALLING MY FRIEND,UNIVERSALLY!TIME TO RELEASE SOME WOLVES!HELD CAPTIVE NO MORE!TIME TO BREAK EVERY CHAIN OF CORROSION,HOPELESSNESS&CONFORMITY; OF SILENCE&LIES;!WE SIMPLY CANNOT ALLOW THE TRIUMPHANT STORIES OF ALL US WARRIORS,ALL WE BLESSED "DISCIPLES FOR LIFE",YOU WHO WERE NOT LOST IN THE BATTLE TO FADE INTO THE DARKNESS ANY LONGER! IT IS OUR DIVINELY APPOINTED DUTY TO NOT ONLY SHARE OUR INDIVIDUALLY UNIQUE TESTIMONIES,OUR GIFTS OF TRIUMPH!BUT TO ACTIVATE&RELEASE THE GIFT OF OUR "TRUE SPIRITS"! WE MUST TAKE UP OUR SWORDS TO HELP SET CAPTIVES FREE!...HE SAID "BE STRONG&OF; GOOD COURAGE." JOSHUA 1:18 ..THE LORD NEEDS US YALL,THE WORLD NEEDS US! TO BE BRAVE,STEADFAST,AND IMMOVABLE WARRIORS WHO WILL DEFEND HIS PLAN AND TEACH THE UPCOMING GENERATIONS! WE MUST TURN THE PAIN AND THE STRUGGLE INTO A WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION IN ORDER TO SUSTAIN LIFE..."WE MUST DEFEND THE CAUSE OF THE WEAK&FATHERLESS,MAINTAIN THE RIGHTS OF THE POOR AND OPPRESSED;RESCUE THE WEAK AND NEEDY;DELIVER THEM FROM THE HAND OF THE WICKED".PSALM 82:3-4 ..FOR WE MUST ANSWER THIS CALL WITH GREAT HOPE,FAITH,LOVE&COURAGE;! SO FELLOW SOLDIERS OF LIGHT,COME ON OUT OF THE DARKNESS AND BACK INTO THE LIGHT,THROUGH THE SHADOWS WE ARE DESTINED TO FIGHT,LORD BE WITH US ONE AND ALL,WE REFUSE TO BE FORSAKEN,WE WILL NOT FALL! "RISEUP" MY FRIENDS,"RISEUP" AND LET'S SILENCE THOSE DAMNED DEMONS ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!
..SO HERE'S PART OF A CHAPTER IN THE STORY OF MY SO CALLED LIFE..LOL...YEAH,I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT HOPELESS MANIFESTATION OF DESPERATION FEELS LIKE! THAT SICK&EMPTY  FEELING THAT COMES WHEN YOU'VE LOST ALL FAITH AND YOU'VE COME TO BELIEVE IN NOONE OR NOTHING! FOR MY "JOURNEY TO LOST" WAS A LONG&HARD ONE AS WELL,WITH VERY LIL' TIME TO PREPARE! FOR THAT DEVIL WAS JUST WAIT THERE IN WAIT,JUST KNOWING ID GIVE IN TO THAT TUMOR OF DESPAIR! AND AT THE AGE OF BITTERSWEET16 I SAT ON THE SIDE OF THAT BED WITH A LOADED 12 GUAGE SHOTGUN IN MY HANDS! THAT COLD HARD METAL SHOTGUN BARREL IN MY MOUTH,GOD WHY CAN I CAN STILL TASTE IT?! I MUSTA BEEN CRYING&PRAYING AT THE SAME TIME! OH GOD MY TOE WAS SHAKING ON THAT TRIGGER,LORD YOU KNOW  ALL  I WANTED WAS FOR  ALL THE PAIN TO END, LORD I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO DIE!!!! OH THANK YOU SO MUCH GOD FOR NOT JUST LEAVING ME TO DIE THERE! PERHAPS IT'S  DURING THAT TIME OF TORMENT THAT THE BATTLE BETWEEN GOOD&EVIL MUST BE WAGED WITHIN THE DEPTH OF OUR SOULS AND THROUGH THE TORMENT OF OUR SINS,IN ORDER TO BRING VICTORY TO "HIS" NAME! OR PERHAPS THE BATTLE IS NOT OURS AT ALL, BUT ONLY A CRUEL GAME WE "ALLOW" TO BE PLAYED IN OUR OH SO BROKEN BUT MENDED MINDS! HELL I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE "ONLY GOD KNOW WHY"! I DO KNOW THAT LYING THERE IN THAT SEEMINGLY NEVER ENDING FLOW OF MY OWN RIVER OF RED,SAYING OMG WHAT HAVE I DONE?THE BLAST JUST BLEW RIGHT THROUGH MY BODY TAKING MY WHOLE SHOULDER OFF INSTEAD, THINKING WOW I CANT EVEN BLOW OFF MY OWN DAMN HEAD! ALL THE WHILE LITERALLY CHOKING ON MY OWN BLOOD,NOT EVEN KNOWING THAT I WAS ACTUALLY QUICKLY BLEEDING TO DEATH! I JUST KNEW I WAS GONNA BE OUTA THAT MISERY SOON,BOY WAS I EVER WRONG! OMG ALL THAT BLOOD! SO MUCH BONE,MUSCLE&TISSUE PLASTERING EVERY SINGLE SQUARE INCH OF THE FLOORS,THE WALLS,STRAIGHT THROUGH THE MATTRESS&BOXED; SPRINGS TO THE FLOOR OF THAT MOBILE HOME BEDROOM THERE ON THAT ADAIRSVILLE GEORGIA ST. ELMO STREET! AT WHAT I FOOLISHLY THOUGHT TO BE THE END OF THAT NEVER ENDING WAR,WHEN MY 14YROLD BABY BROTHER JUNEBUG DECIDED HE WAS GONNA TAKE DOWN THAT OLD TRAILER DOOR AND THOSE BLESSED MIGHTY ANGELS DECIDED TO TAKE MY COLD WET HAND AND WHISPERED IN MY EAR SAYING LAY DOWN THAT OLD GUN  BABYGIRL AND "RISEUP"!! I KNOW THIS ROAD'SJUST BEEN WAY TOO HARD BUT THIS JUST AINT YOUR TIME TO GO,YOUR JOURNEY IS JUST BEGINNING YOU SOON WILL SEE! SO JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES AND REST AWHILE SWEETHEART,CUZ NOW THERE'S ANOTHER LONG&HARD JOURNEY LAYED OUT FOR YOU AND ME!! AND THEY SHOUTED TO THOSE FOOLISH DEMONS "THAT'S ENOUGH, I DONE TOLD YOU,SHE AINT TAKIN NO DAMNED MORE,SO TAKE YOUR LIL MINIONS AND CRAWL STRAIGHT BACK TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG! CAN'T YOU SEE SHE WON'T BE COMING WITH YOU TODAY YOU FOOLS,WHY CAN'T YOU SEE?!! DEVIL YOUR'E NUTHIN BUT A LIAR WHO WAS DEFEATED LONG AGO SO QUIT WHILE YOU THINK YOU'RE AHEAD!! THIS OH SO BLESSED "SWEET CHILD OF GOD" WON'T BE LEAVING WITH YOU TODAY FROM THIS BLOODSOAKED BED! I'M TAKING HER TO REST AWHILE SO JUST BACKOFF&STOP TRYING TO MESS WITH HER HEAD!! YEAH I SAW GOD THAT DAY!!! BUT I JUST COULDN'T HEAR MYSELF THINK LAYING THERE IN MY OWN "SELF-INFLICTED HELL" NOT EVEN REALLY KNOWING IF I WAS DEAD OR ALIVE! AND OH I'M SO SORRY MAMA&DADDY YOU JUST WOULD NOT STOP CRYING AND SCREAMING "OH MY GOD!NO!WHY?!PRAYING PLEASE DON'T TAKE HER LORD I'M BEGGING YOU"!..AND YEAH I KNOW I SHOULD'VE THANKED HIM THEN,BUT I JUST SCREAMED AT HIM AND SAID"I DON'T WANT NO BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS,GOD WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST LET ME STAY DEAD,I F'N HATE YOU MAN?!!" I'M SO VERY SORRY MY DEAR SWEET LORD,"YOU KNOW I KNOW NOW WHAT I DID NOT KNOW THEN" ,WHY YOU WANTED ME HERE AND I AM SO VERY TRULY GRATEFUL  LORD! I PROMISE TO DO MY BEST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AND TO PLEASE YOU AND I DO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME ANOTHER CHANCE! I JUST WISH I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW CUZ I THINK I'D DO ALOT OF THINGS DIFFERENT,IDK?  HURT ME&MY LOVED ONES A WHOLE LOT LESS AND LOVE A WHOLE HELLUVA LOT MORE! BUT YOU WANNA KNOW A LIL' SECRET? ALTHOUGH IT SEEMS MY MISTAKES HAVE BEEN WAY TOO MANY,MY STRUGGLES WAY TOO LONG,MY ATTITUDE MOST TIMES FLAWED,AND GOD I I'M SORRY FOR DISOBEYING&REJECTING YOU SO MUCH AND I KNOW I DON'T SAY "I LOVE YOU" OR "THANK YOU" NEARLY ENOUGH LORD! BUT I KNOW YOU HAVE KNOWN MY HEART ALL ALONG AND THAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS LOVED AND  FORGIVEN ME! AND REALLY THAT'S ALL I NEED,THE TRULY MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME! SO I GUESS IT'S NOT A SECRET AFTER ALL CUZ "I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW" THAT IF NEED BE,I WOULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN! AND FOR THIS,I SAY THANK YOU LORD AND I LOVE YOU! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I WILL LOVE YOU AND I WILL SERVE YOU TIL THE VERY END! AMEN!AMEN!AMEN! :) THE END???...NAH!..TO BE CONTINUED...PLEASE CONTRIBUTE TO THIS CAUSE,IN ANY WAY YOU ARE CALLED TO,$1 OR $500,BY LIFTING SOMEONE UP IN PRAYER,SIMPLY TAKING TIME TO ENCOURAGE SOMEONE OR REACHING OUT TO SOMEONE WHO'S STARTING TO LOSE HOPE OR MAYBE THEY'RE ALREADY TOO FAR OUT THERE ON THAT LEDGE! ANYTHING YOU CAN DO TO BRING SOMEONE BACK TO THE LIGHT! I KNOW IF WE CAN PREVENT THE UNNECESSARY LOSS OF EVEN JUST ONE LIFE,THAT ONE WAIVERING LIFE DOES COUNT! IT DOES MATTER!~ SO PLEASE,LET'S NOT WAIT TIL IT'S TOO LATE! LET'S TRY TO STOP ANOTHER SINGLE DIGIT,ANOTHER BODY FROM BEING ADDED TO THE WAY TOO EXTREMELY RARIDLY INCREASING STATISTICS! WE SIMPLY CANNOT AFFORD ANOTHER STATISTIC AND SHOULD NOT ACCEPT OR ALLOW IT EITHER! "RISEUP"RISEUP"RISEUP"!!!..TIME "IS" OF THE ESSENCE MY FRIENDS! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE AND THANK YOU AGAIN LORD!!...PLEASE,WAKEUP AMERICA!!! 

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