Ever since i was a little girl i was afraid of dentists, my mom never cared for my looks and said people should appreciete me as i am. The truth is she never had enough time for me to bring me to a dentist as i was not only child and she was at work always.
Few years later,i became very self-conciouss, i only talk when i have to. People often ask me why am i so serious all the time and i can only say "Im not,thats only how it looks!" imagining my bad teeth.
Even when i laughed sometimes when i could not control myself,i recieved strange looks directed at my mounth..
At 16 i went alone to a dentist,looking for a solution to my problem,neverthless i did not recieved any proffessional help and was instead told "you're too old for a bracelets,let's hope for best and let me pull out 2 of your teeth so they'll maybe with age get in line"
They didn't,all this social stress,me unable to smile,bad expiriences led me at age of 17 to start taking anti-depressants and relaxation medicine
In a world full of laughter,i was the ONE,always serious and unable to smile,a freak among those who'd say "You should enjoy every moment of your life,smile more!" and those who live their life to fullest
I was naive,maybe i still am? Haven't had even one thought of seeking another opinion
very good amount of time and then i went into another clinic in another city and asked.
The answer? "It is possible,but that would cost a lot of money",the dentist was right,1200$ is alot of money for my country but i thought maybe with a help of nice people around the globe i'll manage it