Hello i am Aggelos Michail i was born and raised in Greece . My dad died when i was 17 my mom had Haddington's disease and is currently alive but at the late stage . I spend my life after 17 having panic attacks and eventually being diagnosed with bipolar disorder . I have lived in the streets for 3 years even like that i managed to work for one summer but now my problems are worse and i cannot do this anymore . I want to study programming and be able to not lose my time while i am getting treatment for my bp and character disorder . Please help me get a mid range laptop i do not play games i just need a mid range one cause i have many things in mind . As for my family i have none i got packed all my stuff at an elders place and live on the couch eventually there . I have lost all my friends due to bipolar disorder and i cannot stand life like others do i want to be alone . So please help me study while for 3 years i will be under quite heavy drug treatment .