Out of Niagara Fund
Organized by: Rachel Y
Hello! Unfortunately my life has come to begging strangers for money at the mire age of 24. Although I look normal on the outside now, I'm not normal in any way at all. My life has been a series of "1 step forward, 2 steps back" This is a list of my known "diagnosis": - Post traumatic stress disorder - borderline personality disorder - generalized anxiety/ anxiety attacks disorder - Raynaud syndrome (auto immune disease that effects circulation) Each winter gets worse than the one that's past. Anyways. My cry for help comes from a desperate need to leave niagara. My step father molested me When I was 6 and after coming out to my mom, she stopped talking to me and completely shunned me out. My ptsd is so bad that if I hear a Song that reminds me of him , I shut down in complete hysterics. I can't run into them in public or I think I'd lose myself. I have an apartment with my roommate, a car who I pay my cheating ex every two weeks for because my credit isn't good enough for me to have it switched into my name. I have a mentally abusive Ex to whom I'm terrified of running into when I'm out, that I just .. Stopped going out. My main goal is paying $3600 off my student loan so I can receive a new loan to take Dental hygiene at Fanshawe college and move to London. I always feel So beaten down that I NEED Help for once. Disability doesn't cover anything. Thank you SO much for Any help that is given.