The Fight of my Life
Organized by: Tammie Murphy
Hello! My name is Tammie Murphy,I am a native of Richard Louisiana. Born to the parents of Thomas Murphy a 22 year off shore worker and Mattie Murphy Guillory a stay at home mom. I was raised in a family of 8 kids. Now a mother myself I've made choices I'm not fairly proud of! I have 2 amazing beautiful baby boys. Robert Paul Jr. Who is 6 and Travis James who is 5. I was 19 when I delivered Robert who was born with hypo-optic displasia which means he is visually impaired. He was also born without most of his patuitary glad. Which controls the central nerve of the body. He contracted meningitis at 1 week old he stayed in the women and children's hospital in Laffayette Louisiana for 17 days. He almost didn't make it. I was born with Epstein heart disease a rare heart disease so my body could not produce all the nutrients he needed. Dr begged me to aboard him but I refused he already was a blessing! Several years later I was not the most timely responsible parent and had other things going on also. Had another boy in 2011 which was trav. I was also told to abort this child but being a Christian I refuse and new both pregnancy were blessings. Wile delivering Travis I flat lined. Going through all I had gone through with the babies father not much around and his family not much caring for me I had a rough time without much help. I started using drugs I knew I couldn't do all for Robert Jr. what was required so I asked his grandmother if she can help me because I wasn't ready as I thought. Eventually she took full custody of him. I'm not perfect but I am only human. My baby boy is very special to me. He loves music. He has an ear for drake,maxwell and Percy sledge. You can find 2 of his singing videoes on YouTube Tammie Murphy. Travis also was taken from me I've been fighting for my 2 worlds for 2 years now I'm doing extremely well and now 26 years old I've learned a lot. I've flat lined 3 times in my life my heart isn't good I have to have surgery I want and am dieing for the .2nd chance to be that mom I'm so desperately dieing to be. There isn't a day r night that goes by that my heart doesn't ache n my eyes don't cry for my babies. They are the reason I breath the reason I wake up. My boys always ask mom when can I live with you. It saddens me. Nomatter how good I do in life I'll never be good enough to their grandparents for them to just let my kids come bk. Or help me have my back sometimes dang. Give credit where credit is due. I try my damnedt to be in their life, so my parents out there who can understand and relate or feel my pain cuz my god my God knows my heart please help me pay for a lawyer who will make sure I'll get them home we will get them home! Please I am begging for help only because I'm at a loss and am desperate to tuck my boys in bed again! I am on ssi due to my heart and I work for cash cutting grass doing any odd job I can I'm doing it on my own! I have 179.85$ saved up please even if you donate 5cents a day or a prayer is a blessing if you have anything negative to say please keep them to yourself and just ask me for my prayers! Thank you who all takes time to even read my long story. I also have any proof documents and lawyer info if you need. Thank y'all. God bless y'all and have a blessed day n life love you all anyway!