Trying To Survive
Organized by: Jessica Shaw
Hello Everybody. First I want to say Thank You to everyone in advance for taking the time to read this. I am Jessica Shaw. I have been in love with an abissive man for 10 years. For the past 3 years I have been 100% dependant on my abuser due to a mental breakdown in 2011 that led me to a lot of mental therapy & 2 Baker Acts due to my abuse. I was manipulated & fought for what I thought was true love. I filed a Mental Disability claim with Social Security with Morgan & Morgan & I am now on my last months before my final court hearing. I'm honest enough to admit that I am not a mentally stable person. Depression, Anxiety, Obsession & Paranoia control my life everyday. I try & hide behind a quick selfie smile to shaddow the truth & shame. As of the 4th of July my abuser has kicked me into the streets very physically, emotionally & disrespectfully. My life is upside down. As of the 30th of July I will be totally homeless with a couch here or there to lay my head on for a few days at a time. Me & my abuser had only one car between us. He kicked me out his house so I took the car. It's all I have to depend on right now to get me where I need to go to be able to help myself & sleep in if thats what it comes down too. Problem is he didn't pay our car payment as he has for the past 2 years this past month. So I have to come up with the bill of a 2 month car payment before my car is repoed. He has us driving for the past 6+ months with no insurance as well. He owns his home & still neglected our financial needs. He blames it all on me. He has neglected the things he used my credit to get. I am now on my own to recover from the loss. I am separated from my 2 youngest children at this point too. My oldest daughter is taking on my phone bill. I need help to get me through these next couple months while I try to get myself together & figure everything out. I'm calling out to anyone who can understand & respect my situation & not judge me, to help me get through this fight I'm in. I'm not begging. I'm fighting to survive. My abusers goal is to see me fail & lose everything else I have left. If he makes you believe anything other than that you are manipulated by him too. Nobody knows him like I do. If you can please help me survive through this struggle. Anything helps. I need to pay my car up to date, find a stable place to live & or a storage for my personal things by July 30th. I am expecting a car accident settlement hopefully within the next 6 months as well & I make a promise to each & every one of you right now that I will pay you back in full as soon as my case settle, if you can just bless me with your help now. Thank You & God Bless!